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let go
starry starry night
space rock in austin texas 2019
a note to my past self
who aren't you
the movie
funk town blues
reunited
spring beach walk
sounding brass
adam GETS EVEN
GRANDFATHER'S PASSING
dear reader

 

LET GO
By
Debbie Angelosanto
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Landing
Carefully
Gliding to
Finish
Secure
Oblivious

I rest on the closure
Of a safe release
Of stress
Of tension

It is all over now
It is time to liberate.
Enjoy what you have
For it will not last!

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By Debbie Angelosanto
STARRY STARRY NIGHT
By
Debbie Angelosanto
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It was an aluminum space contraption. It looked like a rocket, but it didn’t have jets that shot up into the sky. The note said it stayed in place and spun. It was a gift from a fan.

Jones wasn’t sure he wanted to spin. Still, he might have use for this in his act. Who knows? The inventor claimed it was a prototype of a time machine and would only work once to bring him to his destination and back. He could go wherever he wanted, but for just a few hours.

Mr. Jones was a musician and a new-found celebrity. He was also an art collector. e loved all eras of art, but he was always intrigued the most by Vincent Van Gogh. Jones felt bad for him because the artist’s work was not recognized in his lifetime.

The rock star was grateful his music was well known and popular in his own lifetime. But not his art, which he kept private.How sad to think Van Gogh’s brilliant artwork would be worth millions after he was dead, but was financially useless to him in his life.

Jones stared at a replica he had of Van Gogh’s Starry Starry Night. He got lost in the wild stars set against the vibrant blue skies in the swirls of the clouds. He wanted to touch each brush stroke. How far out would it be if he could buy this painting? He could help the struggling painter and have one of Van Gogh’s masterpieces in his collection.
            Maybe he should use the rocket machine and meet Vincent. He hoped it wouldn’t screw things up time wise though, and laughed at himself for even thinking it would work at all.

Jones decided to go in it. “Why not?” he muttered to himself. The most that would happen is he’d feel like an idiot. He made his name by being different, so this wasn’t anything new.

Jones stepped into the sliver machine. He sat down in the seat and strapped himself in. He was more concerned about getting dizzy than anything else. On the dashboard were simple controls. A lever, a keypad to type in destination, and dials to set the year. He set it for June, 1889, and the location to Saint-Rémy, where he knew Van Gogh lived at the Saint-Paul-de-Mausole asylum.

Jones pulled the lever. Nothing happened. Where was the spinning? There was a bit of vibration, that was it. He unstrapped himself, muttering “Yep, a piece of rubbish! It’s creative, I’ll give ‘em that.”

He stepped out of the machine and to his amazement he was not in his house. He was surrounded by cedars, sunflowers and stars. It was a warm summer evening. Was he really in Saint-Remy? Did it work? It blew his mind. He looked around and could see what looked like an old monastery. On the lawn stood a man with his easel under a crescent moon. He would recognize the man anywhere. His self-portraits had gone down in history.

“Holy shit! It is Vincent Van Gogh!” said the excited musician. He quietly walked over to the artist. He stood behind him and cleared his throat to get his attention.

“Excuse me um, Mr. Van Gogh?” Jones asked.

The painter jumped back in his seat, startled by the presence of the stranger. He looked at him wordlessly, wide-eyed. His brush trembled in his hand.

“Oh. You surprised me, mijnheer,” said Van Gogh. 

“Terribly sorry,” said Jones. “I didn’t mean to startle you. I am just so excited to meet you.”

The artist looked at him, with one eyebrow raised in question. Jones got the impression the artist thought he was putting him on.

“I am sincere,” he gestured to the painting Vincent was working on. “May I?”

The artist motioned with his hand allowing the stranger to observe his work. Jones was amazed at how fresh and bright the colors were. The hues of deep blues and yellows shimmering in the radiant evening sky. The cedar trees in the starlight.

“Magnificent! I would like to purchase this, if I may?”

“The sad face of the artist transformed into a bright smile. “Zank you. It is 200 franz mijnheer.”

Jones eagerly pulled out 300 - pound notes and handed them to Van Gogh.

“I am sorry monsieur, I may be a poor artist, but I know these are not francs or pounds. It has this strange woman’s face on the bills. Do you take me for a fool?”

“No, no, I am so sorry. I had no idea I would actually meet you. I understand about you not wanting to take money from a strange Englishman.”

Vincent looked at his visitor closely. He took him to be poor man, with his odd clothes and fake money. He was tall, skinny, very skinny, with one pupil always large no matter what the light.

“If you sit for me, I will give you this painting, No one else wants to buy it anyway.”

“I’d love to!” exclaimed Jones. “By the way, where I come from your works are treasures.”

Van Gogh laughed a bit at that, not believing him, although appreciating the compliment. “Sit!”

He pulled up a nearby chair and motioned for Jones to sit. His guest did as he was told, and sat for the painter, who repositioned his easel to look at his subject and refresh his canvas.

Jones watched Van Gogh work with a keen eye as each brush was laden with rich color and abundant paint which was placed on the canvas with heavy brush strokes. The artist’s intense blue eyes sparkled almost as much as the stars with the delight at having a model to work with, which was a rare treat.

Van Gogh was nearly finished, but Jones was afraid he would run out of time and not be able to return. “I’m sorry Mr. Van Gogh, but I must leave,” Jones declared, sneaking a peak at the canvas.

The artist showed the painting to his subject and thanked him for being his model. "I still have to create the background, but I can finish that tomorrow." He smiled and patted Jones on the back. “Thank you Mijnheer.”  The artist handed the musician Starry, Starry, Night.

Jones was in heaven. He hugged the painter.

“You’ve no idea how much this means to me. I wish I could pay you, give you something in return.” He looked down at his wrist and realized he was wearing a gold watch. He took it off and handed it to the artist.

Van Gogh refused. “Too valuable for my humble work Mjinheer, I have never seen a timepiece on the wrist. How extraordinary! I insist, this is a gift to a man who appreciates my work and is your pay for sitting for me.”

He grasped Van Gogh’s hands in his then released them. Jones smiled looking into those cerulean eyes. “Thank you and Good bye Mr. Van Gogh, it was indeed a pleasure meeting you. Please take care,” said Jones as he carried his treasure back into his own time.

The artist waved and bid farewell.

Jones returned to his odd contraption and set the controls for March 3, 1970.

He was soon back in his home, but when he stepped out of the capsule the painting vanished. It did not transport through time. Jones was heartbroken.

As time went on in his life he wondered if it had just been a dream.

Years later Jones saw an exhibition of Van Gogh’s work and was shocked to see the painting Van Gogh had done of him that night.

David Jones AKA David Bowie now knew that time travel WAS possible and he had indeed met Vincent Van Gogh in 1889.

 

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Starry Starry Night
(oil painting)
By Vincent Van Gogh

Girl with Ruffled Hair
Mudlark 1888 
(oil painting)
By Vincent Van Gogh

 

 

 

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SPACE ROCK IN AUSTIN TEXAS 2019
By
Paul Angelosanto

TO AUSTIN:

Rockers from around the world came
to rock outer space
In Austin Texas
we weren't out of place

We were more than rock 'n roll tourists
We were more than space rock purists
We chased ghosts in a hearse
and suffered no curse

Deb rocked the merch girl gig
So much music to dig

I performed with Spaceseed
making music of an alien breed

Jack Daniels by the pool
Bats in flight
That weekend was epically cool

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Paul Angelosanto
Photo by Debbie Angelosanto
A NOTE TO MY PAST SELF
By
Paul Angelosanto
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Try to be less stupid, believe me, it's not that hard.”

That's what I'd say to my past self. Also, I'd say, “It's ok to not grow up to be Dracula.”

Who wouldn't want to be Dracula? Party all night, sleep all day, no real bills, no job, hot chicks all the time. I'd also tell myself, my former self, to ignore more tangents. Tangents of tangential lines bounce around my dysfunctional land mines. I would also explain to my former me self, that there's no Moon base. We still don't have super powers, or jet packs, or talking dinosaurs that greet us on our vacations to the Moon or Mars.

    I'd tell my former self who once was myself, that I don't remember meeting my former self, so it couldn't have happened, but maybe I'm the beginning of the time loop and I create a talking time machine, except I can't, because I can't even use a smart phone, so time travel is a little ahead of me, but I would tell my past self, we all need to make a better future for all of us.

WHO AREN'T YOU?
By
Paul Angelosanto
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Who am I writing for?
Me, or someone else?
Why care about anything that you create?
Why dare breathe art?
Why care about something that you are compelled to do?
An addiction
Art is a drug of rock and roll proportions
Who aren't you, when you don't know who the artist
is that's making your art?
Feeding your art addiction by feeding your art
Who is feeding your art?
Where does the art go if nobody cares?
Does it die in the garage, or is it left for dead
on the side of the road, perhaps donated to a thrift shop
where a slender hope of discovery remains
The art feeds itself
The addiction can't leave even if you don't know who you are

 


 

THE MOVIE
By
Paul Angelosanto
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"That's just the kind of movie I want to see,” Vincent said as he stared out the window of his home. The view of Old Port in Portland had a mesmeric seaside hip town quality that embedded itself into his brain.

“Well, I want it to be done right, there's no way I want this movie to be made for the Drive In market or the late night show circuit. If they do it just right we don't even have to focus on the special effects and it will look better. I don't want some bozos in bad monster costumes pretending to slap each other,” Deb said. She really did care about her script. This is the third producer Deb had met with.

She had sold a few scripts and worked on a bunch of different movies as re-writer. This was the best script she had ever written. Was this turkey face going to reject it, because Vincent had a sarcastic tone in his voice.

“Do you know why I like having these kinds of meetings in my home?” Vincent asked.

“But we're not in your home.” Deb said. What was Vincent talking about? He sounded like he was flaking out. They had worked together pretty good a couple of years ago on A list movie. They were in The Brown Derby, the best restaurant in this part of Hollywood. Why the Brown Derby was so well known for inventing a type of salad when they had such better dishes on the menu, Deb didn't know. What was wrong with Vincent?

Vincent shook his head. They were in his home in Portland. The coolest city on the East Coast.

“What's this movie about again?” Vincent asked her. He felt his concentration snapping. What was wrong with Deb?

“The script is a science fiction movie that's about things unraveling between two people. In the movie, it's as if the world is breaking down because the two people are falling apart as well,” Deb said.

Vincent stared out the window at the ocean.

Deb looked out the window of the restaurant.

 

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FUNK TOWN BLUES
By
Sandy Bernstein

Feeling low
With my best days behind me,
I was bummed my youth had slipped away
Without my permission,
And my hair was turning gray,
Man, I was really down
On that long lonesome road
When the Funk Bus came to town.

Its pink and purple tones whizzed by 
Music blaring and lights flashing,
A psychedelic wonder to behold,
It came to a screeching halt
As a long haired bearded man stepped out
And invited me in.

I sighed and climbed inside.

The interior was so tripped out
With swirling colors and black lights,
People dressed in beads, furs, and fringe;
It’s been a long time
since I took a trip of any kind,
As we all grooved to Purple Haze
Someone handed me a smoke
And I was lost in a daze.

Breathing in that familiar pungent smell
Brought back memories
Of my bell bottom blues
Lost days and dreams yet to be,
Oh, how simple it all was
Life without a care,
Giving no thought to maturity.

The mood changed with the beat
And everyone got up to dance
Or should I say, got down
To Funky Town. 
The bus really rocked
As we partied into the night
My blues drifting into the smokey air
Ah, the lingering scent of sweet memories
And me still without a care.

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Funk Bus
Photo by Sandy Bernstein
REUNITED
By
Sandy Bernstein

I stood in awe looking at the old headstones as I navigated the cemetery, trying not to step on graves. Call it superstition, but I’d always heard you could “wake the dead” by stepping on their final resting place. Impossible to do when the stones are grouped so close together. It gave me chills. I didn’t want to be here, but I had promised to meet a friend so she could get some inspiration for her new blog on all things dark and creepy. And, I was testing out a new camera. 

Plus, we had both read a story in the local paper about a lost little girl ghost who was appearing all over town. Most often she’d been spotted in cemeteries or down by Mill Pond. Most of the sightings had been at dusk or later in the evening. So, I figured we’d be safe. It was still light out. I didn’t want to see a ghost, even if my friend Debbie did. So, here I was, traipsing around a cemetery on a cold day in early March. But now dark clouds were gathering, some rather ominous looking, and the wind was picking up. I’d been here for a while, freezing. And dusk was less than an hour away. Where was Debbie? Maybe she had car trouble again. Damn.

I walked uphill and stood between patches of snow, trying out different settings on my camera, but my fingers no longer worked. Gloves are of little use for photographers while trying to shoot, so I shut my camera off and put my gloves on as I continued checking out various stones. Some dated back to the 1700 hundreds. They were tall, thin and severely weathered in shades of gray and black. Others were covered in moss with a blueish patina, and some were coated in orange with dark circles as if by design. I had already gotten shots of these gems as I headed back downhill. That’s when I noticed entire families were buried here. One family in particular had five stones in a row. Two larger ones for the parents and three smaller ones for their children. All girls, the oldest child was only ten years old. These were from the late 1800s to the early 1900s. How sad. Debbie would be interested in this, if she ever arrived.
I wandered around a bit more and got off a few more shots before heading to my car. It was getting colder and darker. I’d give my friend a call once I got warm. She might have texted me, but I’d left my cell in the car with my purse. I only needed my keys and camera.  

 I was at the entry gate when I heard a voice. I turned and looked behind me. A little girl dressed in a summer frock was smiling up at me. What the. . .

“Who are you?” She asked in a small voice.

I stood and stared in disbelief. Something about her wasn’t right. “I. . . I’m Ella Mae. Who are you?”

“I’m Catherine Roberta Crock,” she sputtered, sounding more confident.

“Oh. . . Aren’t you cold?”

“No,” she said shaking her head. Her long blonde locks falling freely past her bare shoulders.

“Do you live around here?” For some reason the name sounded vaguely familiar.

“I used to, but I can’t find my house. I think it’s gone.”

I frowned in confusion. “Ah, well. What’s your address?” I asked, not knowing what else to say.

She pointed across the street, her pale thin arm motioned toward the small church and past the houses that led to the pond.

“Oh, near Mill Pond?”

“Yes. It looks like all the houses are gone now replaced with new ones, taller ones. They look funny.”

“Oh, the townhomes,” I said. “Yes, they tore down the old mill houses and built the townhomes about ten years ago.”

“Oh. I think I saw them before. I’m not sure. My memory is fading.”
 And as she spoke, she too started to fade. That’s when I realized I had seen the name only moments before. I couldn’t believe it.

“Ah, come with me,” I said before she disappeared completely. From the corner of my eye, I saw Debbie pull into the parking lot. She’s not going to believe this, I thought.

The girl looked at me like she trusted me. If I could take her hand, I would. I looked up. “I think I know where you belong.”

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Photo
By Sandy Bernstein
SPRING BEACH WALK
By
Sandy Bernstein
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On a warm spring day
With the sun sparkling on the sea
Shining blue on blue,
The dunes changing shape
Tall seagrass bending
At the will of the wind
And in the marsh
Ospreys are starting to nest,
High on top of poles
Perched, overlooking
The ever - changing wetlands
 
Gulls flying overhead,
Feet sinking into the sand,
The boardwalk broken again
By harsh winter storms,
Soon to be repaired
In time for summer crowds
Flocking to the beaches
Like scavengers in search
of their own repair.
Sandwich Boardwalk
Photo by Sandy Bernstein
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SOUNDING BRASS
By
Sheila Foley

She had a rare grace
a style, a mystique
with a muted trumpet
wailing beneath

Her wit, she saved
for special occasions
or those she found worthy
of wry condemnations

She suffered no fools
nor slights of her stature
Her own flaws, well-hidden
no one could match her

Her bubble was tight
not destined to last
When it burst it revealed
mere sounding of brass

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ADAM GETS EVEN
By
Sheila Foley

Morning had broken, like the first morning. Like every morning.

“What a glorious day,” I said, as we walked the garden path.

“Uh huh,” Adam replied.

“What do you mean, uh huh? This is paradise.  There are no greener trees, hardier plants, more colorful blossoms, or clearer skies.”

“Same as every day,” he said.

“Exactly. We are so blessed!”

He abruptly changed the subject. “So what are you thinking for breakfast?”

I shot him a glare and pointed to the multitude of organic herbs and veggies I'd been tending. “You're perfectly capable of fixing your own breakfast.”

“I'm sick of salad,” he groaned.

“ And I'm sick of getting all your meals. Who made that my job anyway?” I snapped, and took off through the orchard. "What is his problem?" I grumbled as I ducked under a lush green bough. 

A slight breeze caught some leaves.  Their rustling sounded like a voice from above.  Not THAT voice though.

“Psst, psst.”  I looked up. Streams of golden sunlight bathed my eyes but blocked my vision.  I circled the tree.  “You want to know what his problem is? He's bored.”  Okay, a tree is talking to me now, I thought.  Whatever... 

Peripherally, I saw Adam approaching, in a better mood, I hoped.  But the tree spoke again, “Give him something different to eat.  Like this, for instance.”  A heavy branch hung low and a sunbeam hit its juicy tempting fruit.

“Oh,” I said, “is this the tree of knowledge?” No answer.

Adam sidled up next to me, grabbed the low-hanging branch and broke it in two. A snake fell to the ground. With dispatch, Adam skewered the reptile. He raised it to his lips and took a bite of dead serpent.  I awaited his culinary review.

Adam licked his lips. “Not bad. Let's throw it on the grill.”

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GRANDFATHER'S PASSING
By
Eileen Hugo

The aunties with scarves around their head
they brought cake and cookies galore
a little sweetness for a day of the dead
the sadness of loss strikes our core

They brought cakes and cookies galore
but we aren’t going to celebrate
the sadness of loss strikes our core
this is the time to congregate
 
But we aren’t going to celebrate
the aunties know how to mourn
this is the time to congregate
hidden in scarves their faces forlorn              
 
The aunties know how to mourn            
a little sweetness for a day of the dead
hidden in scarves their faces forlorn
The aunties with scarves around their head

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DEAR READER
By
Eileen Hugo
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We are the writers
purveyors of fantasy
where perception is reality
truth is your judgment.

We are the writers
Grammarians and stylists
We cut ourselves
Seeking flawless pieces

We are the writers
Confessional and unfastened
Bleeding out
For all to view

We are the writers
Greedy and grasping
hungrily seeking the solace
Of your approval